COMPLICATED.

dead

2008-04-14T23:15:00.001+08:00

lol.

DEAD.

dun really got much time to post. i tink i shall stop blogging. tink only. xp

dead

2008-03-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

lolz. i shall just take tis as a 1 mth "break" for my blog. XP
i tink im either :
too busy
lost interest
or other btr things to do.

my blog's dead la.
y? i killed it. XD

got sch tmr. must be a "good boy" and slp early.(now already 1130 liao. XP)

giving in , forgiving and forgetting

2008-02-24T21:47:00.004+08:00

Woots! exams r over. lol.
its been awhile since i posted??? hahas.

hmmm. just wanna say, tat i tink 2E seems 2 be falling apart. :P
pls dun zam me for this. i just stating facts only...

like the fights.
hatred within a bunch of ppl, tat used 2 be such gd frens..(not gonna state who it is.)

Its actually just like the c-div polo team. hmmm... tai joum and bryan always used 2 fight, but now they r kinda getting along well. i mean, in all disputes there must be some kind of end, rite??? Sometimes i wonder y cant we learn 2 forgive and forget. Maybe u wun noe how its like until u r in e situation. :)

it just takes time 2 heal the anger within the arguing parties. den we should give in.

argh. y i sounding so emo ah?

SPORTS CLASS MUST BE MORE UNITED!!! XD
JIA YOUS PPL.

I am a one way motorway
I'm the one that drives away
then follows you back home
I am a street light shining
I'm a wild light blinding bright
burning off alone

it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again

I am a new day rising
I'm a brand new sky
to hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
do I stay or run away
and leave it all behind?

it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again

alter bridge

2008-02-17T23:23:00.001+08:00

geog test

2008-02-13T22:50:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! GEOG TEST TMR!!!
SCIENCE TEST TMR TMR!!!!

HOW???

MUG LA. JIA YOUS 2E. :)
ACTUALLY, I MEANT :

JIA YOUS 2E!!!! JYJYJY!

:D

Something on my chest
I got something to say
Girl, Listen

1st verse:
It’s too late now, still I’ve got something to say…
Girl I’m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed…
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it’s no one’s fault by mine…
Couldn’t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes
You have moved on, still I don’t give a damn…
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

Pre-chorus:
(How… I… need… you… more…and more… will… you
Come…back… to…me… please?)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you…

Chorus (2x):
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

2nd verse:
Should have known then, what I know now…
Dying every second that you’re not around
Should have been there, when you needed me…
Now I’m by myself, on my bended knees
Should have loved you, while I had the chance to…
Couldn’t realize that you were the truth
Should have shown you, what you meant to me…
Baby now I see, that you were my queen

Pre-chorus:
(How… I… need… you… more…and more… will… you
Come…back… to…me… please?)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
Sent you on your way
And now you’re gone…

Chorus (2x)

*Instrumental interlude*

Chorus (repeat till fade)
Wanna take it back to the place when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

Hais...

2008-02-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

Okay. Its been a long time since i actually posted. but i tink i just make a short post la. i still dont feel like posting.

just wanna say thanks to the whole class. when i enter the class, its like a whole new world (what m i saying???) Its just like a class where fun nvr stops la. like joel still nvr stops hugging me. haha. thanks. and jon is like singing to me through the call on msn. thanky you alot. :) also want 2 thank my ah pa. haha. for helping me in this journey. i hope you noe what i m tokin bout la.

well.. some things i wanna say, but i cant tell you. :)
its still deep in the corner of my mind bugging me. and sumhow it is growing. it is beginning to get me. hais.

I want something
That's purer than the water
Like we were

It's not there now
Ineloquence and anger
Are all we have

Like Saturn's rings
An icy loop around me
Too hard to hold

Lash out first
At all the things we don't like
Or understand

And it's beginning to get to me
That I know more of the stars and sea
Than I do of what's in your head
Barely touching in our cold bed

Are you beginning to get get my point
That all this fighting with aching joints
It's doing nothing but tire us out
No one knows what this fight's about

The answer phone
The lonely sound of your voice
Frozen in time

I only need
The compass that you gave me
To guide me on

And it's beginning to get to me
That I know more of the stars and sea
Than I do of what's in your head
Barely touching in our cold bed

Are you beginning to get get my point
That all this fighting with aching joints
It's doing nothing but tire us out
No one knows what this fight's about

It's so thrilling but also wrong
Don't have to prove that you are so strong
'Cause I can carry you on my back
After our enemies attack

I tried to tell you before I left
But I was screaming under my breath
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just ignore all this present tense

We need to feel breathless with love
And not collapse under its weight
I'm gasping for the air to fill
My lungs with everything I've lost

We need to feel breathless with love
And not collapse under its weight
I'm gasping for the air to fill
My lungs with everything I've lost

nelly song

2008-01-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down oh
I can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head

hole

2008-01-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

hais. i cant take tis pain tat lingers in my body. day by day, more and more stabs into the heart. i m bleeding. till i die. i cant take it anymore. it won't be soon be4 i explode i tink. argh.

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

ntin much 2 say

2008-01-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm. sumhow my mind is not i the state for blogging and recalling wat happened tis wk. i tink im tired la.

but i shall just put some music on.

am i a stranger 2 u? u could always borrow my shoulder.

bleeding nose

2008-01-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

omg. really bad experience in training 2day.

halfway in match, while i was trying 2 get jordan and the ball, he gave my a hard knock on my nose when he shot the ball.

dun get it wrong, it was not the ball tat hit me, but his head. it just hit me la, somehow.
the impact was great man... it sent blood flowing into my mouth. yucky.

the result: skipping match and lying down on the steps, with a ice bag on my nose joint.

Right now, my nose is feelin sore and there seem's to be a slight blood taste in everything in consume. i tink after tmr i shld be feeling btr.

hais. 2nd wk already, so much bad tings happening 2 me.
tats my life. hais. unlucky me. so just gettin used to the torture, and letting tings be.

music

2008-01-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

So while I'm turning in my sheets

And once again, I cannot sleep

Walk out the door and up the street

Look at the stars beneath my feet

Remember rights that I did wrong

So here I go

Hello, hello

There is no place I cannot go

My mind is muddy but

My heart is heavy, does it show

I lose the track that loses me

So here I go

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

And so I sent some men to fight,

And one came back at dead of night,

said "Have you seen my enemy?"

said "he looked just like me"

So I set out to cut myself

And here I go

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

I'm not calling for a second chance,

I'm screaming at the top of my voice,

Give me reason, but don't give me choice,

Cos I'll just make the same mistake again,

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

And maybe someday we will meet

And maybe talk and not just speak

Don't buy the promises 'cause

There are no promises I keep,

and my reflection troubles me

so here I gooo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

I'm not calling for a second chance,

I'm screaming at the top of my voice,

Give me reason, but don't give me choice,

Cos I'll just make the same mistake (REPEAT) again

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

So while I'm turning in my sheets

And once again, I cannot sleep

Walk out the door and up the street

Look at the stars

Look at the stars, falling down,

And I wonder where, did I go wrong.

1st wk of sch

2008-01-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

lst wk of sch. okay la.

lets c. wat shld i say ah...haha. oh ya. the class got a few new teachers! hmmm. of course, we got wang dakun for chinese teacher!!! he so f funny! we call him DragonKnight lol... oso got new lit teacher. mr daniel siew.. too bad we didnt get kee. but nvm la! hehs. lets just c how it goes. he kinda quite frenly, even when yu zhong slpt for tat lesson, which was only 20mins, and mr siew caught him like 3 times??? and guess wat, he only raised his voice... lol.

one bad thing was tat the first thing mr siew said was: is tis the sports class?? i HATE sports classes!!! i felt so bad when he said tat, but who cares... as i said just i'll just c how things go... haha...

hmmmm... wat more 2 say. yes, CMC!! lol.

chairman: keng liang

monitor: MAX!!! XD

secretary: hongjie

treasurer: zhou (haha, 2 bad u couldnt be secretary)

welfare: an li

fac sec (FAG sec lol): chun yat

yep. tats bout it. my korkor monitor!!! haha. and for zhou, XP. oso, it was like damn funny wat mr siew tok about tat fag thing... LOL...

i ting tats all??? wait till my mind can think of more ba. den say... haha.

enough already pls...

school starts tmr!!!

2008-01-01T23:29:00.001+08:00

yes sch starts tmr. and i shld be slpin now??? haha.

just nt feelin 2 well la. there is SO MUCH MISSING tis few days.

IMNOTOKAY!

funny video

2007-12-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

lost2

2007-12-30T17:48:00.000+08:00

lost

2007-12-30T16:53:00.000+08:00

hais. i feel lost now.
i nid some help.

i probably look like tat.

stop daoing me...

2007-12-30T16:36:00.000+08:00

went 2 my granma's hse ytd for some party.
i tink i just more like went there for the mahjong.

oh ya. and i learned how 2 play mahjong at the chalet. haha.

GUESS WAT??? I WON 5 ROUNDS OF MAHJONG STRAIGHT!!!! yes. no joke.
i tink i was in luk ytd. haha! in total i won like 6 rounds. yay.

chalet

2007-12-30T16:23:00.000+08:00

ok la. maybe i should tink abit more positive sometimes.

chalet was fun. hmmm...zhenyee, zhiyong, rx, willy (duh), seowyi, vanessa and some univited guests.. haha. no la. jkjk. gary and some of his frens.

overall quite fun ma... 1st day very fun... just spam bully the siao mei mei. HAHA. ok la. i shldnt make myself sound like some big bully. oso gt tau pok her. XD. I m nt a bully wor. haha. ltr at nite zhenyee finally come back from aus. lol. waited so long. hehs. so hard 2 slp on 1st day!!! bcos of a snoring powerhouse. hahaa.. no offence, my fren.

2nd day. more like the main day. 2 celebrate willy's bday. hmmm. morning wake up 2 go 2 escape. den every1 sound so sian 1. duno y. den just play until at nite. where there was a bbq. haha. the room almost bao zha!!!
at nite just escaped into the seaside 2 enjoy the breeze.. haha. quite fun la.

tats about it. i guess.

2007-12-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

Okay. Chalet. it was fun. But wat a fuckin end for me.

I duno y, but it was so impactful when my mum said she was comin 2 pick me up back from the chalet. When the whole chalet was over, we wanted 2 watch a movie. Of course on hearing tat I happy ma… so I just told her on the phone tat I was going 2 watch a movie with my frens, but she said NO. U R COMIN HOME NOW. U ALREADY GONE FOR 2 DAYS, STILL DUN WAN 2 COME BACK! Then she continued, I ALREADY ON THE WAY HERE. U WAIT FOR ME NOW.

I listened, and I was very pissed off. Y did she even come and pick me up??? I didn’t even tell her the time of the check-out, she just come and pick me up. She told me later in her car tat she came 2 pick me up on her own accord, tat means it was just very coincidental tat she called on the time of the check-out. I was 2 sad and angry 2 even say a gdbye 2 u guys 1 last time.

After being 2gether for 2 days le, its really hard 2 part … duh. Then maybe watchin a movie would be like the last time I get 2 do sumting with them… I just REALLY REALLY REALLY didn’t want 2 leave them. It will be like so much fun if I went.. sobs.

Besides, there was like so much more 2 do 2gether. And I really regret nt doing them..

ARGH! ~!@#$%^&*

i tink i shld stop here for a while.

2007-12-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

was just stringing my guitar just now. and for a first-timer like me, i totally suked at it. lol. check out my stringing. yes yes, very noob. especially the last picture, i spiked out like mad... haha.

guess wat. the guitar still works la. duh. i tink as long can serve its purpose, i dun nid 2 giv it a "haircut". hahaha.

she's gone gone gone... gone going.xp

busy

2007-12-18T11:52:00.000+08:00

polo camp

2007-12-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

POLO CAMP!!!

phew. abit tiring.. just wished there was a soft bed for me in camp..XD

DAY 1

reached there and was late!!! XP srysry...1st person i met, binglin brother! Guess wat he said: "wa shit... i just LS..."LOL la...so i just reported 2 ortus rm for briefing 1st. nxt thing was scavenger hunt!!! Some stupid hunt tat go make us travel round singapore...lame la.
i was in old black's grp, then we just when 2 the stations and "do the activity"... really gt do lo...hahas...guess where we gt all the 5 red items.. MAC!!! haha.

Fries box
1 more fries box
apple pie case
a half of McSpicy box
and the other half... lol...

At the end of the hunt gt sumting gd for us...

THIS!!!

Tis is sum $88 (siao rite..) ice cream from ben & jerry tat ms tan bought for us. lol. its a really huge tub.. it's VERMONSTER. XD...

Then the day just ended with sum LANNING. Woohoo! Gt Triple Kill!!!

DAY 2

Hmmm... quite boring la. had 2 wake up at 7.30... SO NOT early. Slpt at 1.00 plus.. shld have more slp ma...hais. Nxt, we just had breakfast, then free time, then... The dicussion.. about an li. hais. we gt sum shit scolding bcoz of him. Hais... stupid la, nt worth my time tokin about it.

Ltr in the aftrnn, we had training. And I felt like dying. just damn tired to even walk la, and still i must go for training... really very tiring. BUT somehow there was some energy source tat came 2 me during match... lol. Then we just showered and had dinner followed by LAN again. hahas.

DAY 3

Last day, everything was the same as day 2 in the morning. the difference was tat we played against RI in a "friendly match". its quite obvious tat coach was so serious about it. haha.

Anw, we owned them haha. i tink the score was like 12-4.. sumting liddat. And dun ask me about my backshot. Tat was totally tyco. XP

Tat all about the camp. and i gt 2 say i gt a hard time slpin on the 1st day. 2nd day was much btr as i was feelin feverish. so i was in the mood 2 slp.hehs.

2007-12-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

ntin 2 say. just a little puzzled about sum stuff now.
but im fine. :D

maybe its best nt 2 do anythin sumtimes.

updates

2007-12-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

updated le. just put up my favs, hates, and wants...

i dunno y i nvr update earlier. lol. mabbe bcoz i lazy. haha...

:(

2007-12-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm. badbadbadbad.

bad for these few days..i did really badly last training. pls forgive me. i suked.
lets nt tok more bout it. sobs. or i go emo le la...

wat bout 2day... i tink its btr la. my cousins came 2 my hse 2day. haha.. sure had lots of fun. oh boy, i must say my younger cousin is like getting fatter everytime i c him...XP. hehs. so chubby la, but i still tink zhiyong is the most chubby de. XD

guess wat? my aunt say tat my cousin is severely overweight!!! OMG. but she tinks tat the sch gt sm calculation errors. i oso tink so lehs... he doesnt seem like severely overweight la.. hehs.
he oso damn siao over mario. lols.

hmmm. u noe the 1st game tat nintendo developed? yup, tats the mario im tokin about. he is literally crazy over it, he spent most of the time on my hse playin sum mario game on his DS. lol.

after the long hrs of playin, comes my cousin's "post-mario gaming effect". He goes CRAZY. yes. bonkerz. guess wat the effect does 2 him? he does many crazy things, like jumping on my bro from the sofa, runs up and down my 3- storey hse shouting "mariomariomario!!!". retarded rite.. hahas.

i tink tats it bahs. i'll try showing u my cousin's photo nxt time (tat is if i can stop him from gng bonkers so tat i can take it XP).

McFly - the heart never lies

NO MORE MUSIC

2007-12-03T23:55:00.001+08:00

yep. no more music. sry...

2007-12-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

wow.. so much "team bonding" 2day.
my eyes feel so tired la.. i slept once i came home. HAHAS! i'm no sleepyhead!!!XD

just when i tot i would feel btr after the sleep, my stomach sumting wrong.. nt feelin quite well la... i duno if can still go trg tmr.

i hope i can la. just 2 c coach and his last days with us. i hope it would be a happy time.
i must play well!!!

tats all i guess...

sad polo

2007-11-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

omg. i gotta say 2day's polo was scary.
it's nt tat it was very tough. but coach broke down in tears.. wat an emotional session.
lets spell out the story for u...

okay... i reached there,( i was early!!) sit down on the gray concrete steps like any other day. den coach just came in and said tat he had sum stuff 2 settle with the sch la. so we just wait lo. den the polo team just start tokin tat he went 2 settle his resignation with the sch..
forty five minutes ltr, he came back, so tat we could start training.
DEN, the EMOTIONAL part.

he said, in chinese, sumting liddat, tat he has worked here, and it was very busy for him, as he had two jobs actually, a polo coach, and a lifeguard. followed by, he has worked there for 15 yrs, yea... den he kinda broke down and his eyes welled up with water. he just mumbled 2 us 2 do the usual 6 sets of jing. hais. so sad 2 c him like tis.

hwa chong la. go cheap and coach... he say his salary nt high enough...
tats y, he transferring 2 the rich, ACSI. yes. acsi. and their coach would be comin here lo..
dunno wat 2 say...

so tats about the story... for the water was so cold 2day... just a moment u bring ur hands up, it gets numb. hais. the coldness of the water just probably meant the coldness of the ppl paying coach. i mean, come on la... tis guy defintely shld get more money.. And i forgot 2 mention, they oso take away his off-days. like sat and sun... hais.

If they just increased his salary and give him back his off-days, his job would be almost easy.

warning: video might be a lil' 2 nasty. hahs.

AVENGED SEVENFOLD - ALMOST EASY

im back

2007-11-30T12:30:00.000+08:00

helloooos! im back. yea.

ntin much 2 say.. hmmm. wat i did mostly while i was away was just eatin, slpin, watchin tv, shoppin. i love their char kway teow there... lol. XD
and its been a long time since my dad bought me clothes... stupid la him, so stingy..

we oso looked for a drumset, as my bro wanted 1... we spent 1 whole afternn lookin for it, but in the end did'nt even get it...waste my time. Anw, serve him rite la, he made dad so angry tat he didnt want 2 buy it for him. HAHA! U suker!!! XP
My bro is super unhygenic anw.. another thing la..

hmmm... oh ya. we oso went to my aunt's beauty centre. And lol... i wasted my time there was ntin for me 2 do... So i just pei my baby cousin lo. XD
She super talkative leh.. just by doing manicure rite (she's 5 btw), she can tok tok tok until like 1hr over liddat la... siao rite.

on the last day we did sum shoppin... and it was mad!!! We shopped in malaysia's biggest shoppin mall... i tink it was twice the size of vivo...XD. I even got lost. hahas.
My legs really felt like breakin just after 2 hrs..
I tink tis kind of malls only meant for ladies... LOL. XP

yea..i guess tats about it...
gtg eat lunch le, den go training after tis. haha.
i hope tis 1 would be easy.
and i m feelin heavy metal 2day!!!

2007-11-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

2day suked. dun wanna tok much bout it.

i will be away till tues..overseas la. hais.
so ppl, dun miss me!

thurs.

2007-11-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

2day was fine.
training was damn tiring. as usual, we did "lesser" swimming. ntin weird la.
did he have any idea tat we hav a semi-finals of a comp the nxt day???

besides tis, i tink we did well in 2day's training match. but still can improve. Jia you guys!!!

ntin more.
oh ya. watch finished HEROES!!! XDXDXD
i m leavin overseas on sat. missin the match. and every1.

tats all. smile ppl :)

polo

2007-11-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

hi. 2day was nt so gd.
had polo the whole time.
we fought against speediswim.. and won. 33-0. yes. 33-0. but i nt happy..nt tat nvr thrash enough, but coach nt happy with our performance... hais. Team, we could have done a btr job.

I oso quite angry. about the deal. hmmm.. how 2 say. miss tan made the deal tat if we score 25 or above, we get mac. 30 or more, upsize.
so as i was sayin i was angry. and its nt about we didnt get the mac. its just tat, we noe tat we done a bad job, and den she said" If u guys think u deserve the macs, den come ask for it. U can order all u want, i dun care." isn't it obvious tat she knew she had 2 pay alot for the upsize meal? tat's y she said tat. so tat we will have sum sort of thinking tat we done bad... i tink they call it reverse psychology? sumting liddat la. hahas.

Nic oso said tat it was all planned. in fact, i tink it was sumting liddat oso. when we scored one of the goals in the 1st quarter, i saw Bing Lin and miss tan doing tat " aiyo... die already la. must buy the meal" kinda face. and.. bro(bing lin), if u really tink i look like ur bro rite, den tell me the truth la... hais.

1 more ting. i tink i noe y coach was so angry with us. its like... when miss tan told us the deal be4 the match, it gave us the idea of playing the match for the sake of the food. tats y we didnt played tat seriously.

anyways, team, jia you! we will do a btr job tmr!(2day la.)just focus more, and dun miss the shots.:D

happy sad

2007-11-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

how do we start?

sat.

i had a swimming meet, so was busy the whole morning, like 8.00-5.00? siao rite.

but nt bad la. at least i won some medals. 1st for fly and free. XP. hehs.

besides the event there was like so much fun stuff 2 play there. hahas. there's like tis candy floss machine.. the best thing was tat it was free! XD. So i cooped like 3 servings.. could have taken more la, but den gt comp, so must not take 2 much sugar.. hahas. if nt i would have taken like 10? LOL... den there was oso popcorn.. but must pay 1. hehs.

there was tatoo machine oso.. XD. i gt one, like the skull like thingy..

hahas. abit blur blur la. hope u can c.

i bought a cap 2. its kinda gangsterish, brown and white. tats all la. its more of the main thing tat happened on saturday.

i wish 2 talk about 2day, which was really gd in the start, but super bad ltr. but i dun have much time. i nid 2 slp now le.. for tmr's U14 polo match. jia yous team! i'll take the ball like my dad, and smash it into the net. if not i shall take the keeper like my dad, and smash it into his face. lols. it wouldnt even score la. so tats all.

and to all the sad ppl, cheer up. smile everyday. its healthy, and life is short, so its meant for u 2 be happy. so smile all the time.

blinding confusion

2007-11-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Wats tis?

It's not a maze.

It's my life.

Wat if tis whole complicated thing, gets overly complicated, tat u one day u wake up, u dun even noe y its so complicated?

No time left.

gtg.

messy

2007-11-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

okay.
very messy.
super fcuk3d up.
sumting's wrong.
i duno wats happening.

2007-11-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

hellos...

2day was kinda normal.
just stayed at home, play guitar, watch heroes.. maybe tats all.
teng hui asked me 2 go for training, but it was like so sudden, so i declined.

tmr still gt training. i hope it wun be 2 tiring ba.
my thighs r aching like hell. damn pain...
tat when i walk down the stairs, i look like some spastic shit. lols. serious.

So fast... 1 day has passed.
hais. sumting was wrong 2day.
sumting was missing...

coldplay - fix you

2007-11-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

"Fix You"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I...Tears stream down on your face

I promise you

I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I...Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

woots

2007-11-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm. well, just postin.

let's start with tuesday. oh gosh. it totally sucked.
i woke up. ate breakfast. den received a call. its was fatty toh. den...

OMG!!!

i totally forgotten we were supposed meet in ats at 10. i had no idea y. so i jus chiong out of the hse. sry.....

just went 2 sch, greet teachers lo. wish we could go out 2gether and just have some fun.
ate in KFC, den i realised i was late for training! i looked at my phone, and saw 1.30. there was no way i could make it there on time.

i reach there already 2.30 liao. half an hour late. sry again.
i had 2 do 8 sets of... i duno how 2 spell, but let's just put it as "jing"... with Nic.
training was ok la. and i shot a ball tat almost flew out of the pool. oops.

as usual, when coach says :" 好，今天我们早一点完。。。五点半这样。" we ended around 6 plus liddat. well, ntin 2 get angry about. oh ya. met my "brother". XD

the rest of the day was normal ba.

wednesday. 2day. no training. so abit sian la. my mum wouldnt even giv me the com. hais. damn fucked up about tis la. dun wanna tok bout it.
but fortunately.. we had the DVD of the TV show " heroes". HAHA! so i just watched it with my bro lo. damn exciting.

if want tat DVD, dun expect me to lend it 2 u. but, u noe wat? u are invited 2 come 2 my hse to watch it with me. XD. bring some frens along 2. den just give me a call and i'll confirm with u if u can come 2 my hse lo. hahas.

One more thing, if u r wondering how i gt tat DVD, my dad bought it. Y is he so gd?
bcoz he is happy tat time. so i seized tat moment and asked him 2 buy it. hehs.
but another bad thing i found out, was tat the deal i made with my father.

he originally wanted me to study. so i did it. for 3 days continually, which was wat he wanted.
but... he said no. he claimed he nvr said tat and he made no deal of tis.
maybe at tat time where he said it, he was just mumbling 2 himself. so u wun quite noe if wat he says is serious anot.

i tink i wun tok bout tis anymore. its making me feel really uncomfortable. its like my heart is being sucked my thousands of leeches. its just adding 2 the pain i have already. so all i wanna say is tat my dad doesnt always stick to his words.

reminds me of galv. i tink the agreement may not even work. the study plan.. the rewards.. everything. maybe we shld just forget it. i hope now u understand y i dun even wanna tok about the study plan with my dad.

things must get btr. i must find some way out of tis complicated mess in my heart.
the prob of my dad and me, is just 1 prob of tis mess...

holiday

2007-11-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm... this wk ok ba ...

monday :

stay at home the whole day, do nth. hahas. den at nite gt training. siao 1 lor. 7.00 - 9.00 la. haha.

tuesday :

nth much oso. just polo training. XD

Wednesday :

out with polo mates for "team bonding". XP

spend like 3hrs in LAN la. hehs.

gt OWNED!

Thursday :

when 2 nic's hse for Thinkquest meeting. haha. so early in the morning ... 9.30

spend about 1hr there doing project. den...

SPAMMED GAMES!!! XDXDXD

i mostly hogged the com playing CS. lol

didnt noe if wat i did was rite.. XP

Friday :

Polo training. and den watch TV the rest of the day. haha.

Hais.. nt sure if i m spending my time correctly.. just killing time with virtual reality. lols.

Oh ya, my imeem sumhow spoil spoil. i tink i gotta remove it.

sum of the tracks somehow changed to 30 secs only. haha. Does any1 noe how 2 fix this???

HOLYMOLLYMACARONI!!!!

2007-11-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

WA!!! Finally can use com le.

Hais.. one wk of grounding, it was as gd as hell... XP

GROUNDED:

No com.
No gng out with frens.
Must stay at home.
Must guai guai do work.
Redo the test papers.
Must wake up at 8am (but i dun care la, i slp till 9, 10 o'clock. HAHA.)
Just 2 do work.
Sian.

But i nt so guai rite.
I slack here slack there.. XD
But obviously i gt do some la. hehs

WOOHOO.
its over now..
im glad.

Hmmm. I hope all tis, is over for real.
cos there's a chance he crapping again..hahs.

I gt some updates 2 do 1st.

:(

2007-10-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

Well... nt really in a very gd mood now.
But i will try 2 post as much as i can.
XD

tired...

2007-10-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

zzz... very tired. i tink i shall post tmr.

XD

RANDOM FACTS

2007-10-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

A lil game from Galv...

RANDOM FACTS.

1. Link to your tagger [Galvin] and post these rules.

2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.

3. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names.

4. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

hmmm....

1. I suk in Chinese? XD

2. Oh yes. I have NVR been into a local hospital be4. Except only once 2 use the toilet. XP

3. When i was younger, i was fat and chubby. Now, im totally different. HAHA.

4. I can eat alot. XP

(i bet u dunno tat.)

5. But if i'm havin gastric problems, den i can only eat like damn little? haha.

6. Hmmm. My favourite English shows include Prison Break and My name is Earl.

7. I get "niaoed" everyday by sum irritating guy. U noe who u r. haha.

8. I listen to metal sum days, just 2 bob my head up and down la. Tats probably 1 of the weird stuff i do. Hehs. XD

I tag U!

zhenyee

darius

wilfred

samuel tay

ernest

sean

jon

brandon

HAHAS!

tmr...

2007-10-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... lets make this quick.

didnt do much 2day as i stayed at home, tinkin about wat Galv told me.
I was pretty much like him, i always quarrel with my bro, den parents oso quarrel sumtimes.
well.. i will try 2 make my mind up fast...

Tmr... i will gt back the results. I M DEAD.
I dun wan 2 check the papers.. i dun wan 2 noe my marks... i dun wan 2 tell my parents the marks..
I dun wan 2 go hm tmr... Sigh...

I nid 2 hav a miracle. I m gonna cross my fingers tight .... and pray.
:)

yay...

2007-10-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

The blog is alive now!!!! haha.

i got so many things 2 blog about.. lets start with the obvious 1st.

WOOHOO!!!

Exams are over!!!! I've waited for tis day for so long.... and finally it arrived. haha.

hmm... i gt so many ppl i must thank for helping me in any way for the exams.
Be it morally, physically or helping me 2 *ahem*. XP

the ppl who pei me 2 KAP the whole wk: AJ
Sean
Nic
the ppl who helped me morally, physically and 2 *ahem*:

donovan
rong hao
yi xiang( thanks for hist!)
joel (for the hugs... i guess.)
max
jon
jun yu
keng liang
zhou
Thank You!!!

Next, the celebrations. Didnt expect SOME ppl 2 pang seh... but it was quite obvious u guys planned it la. lol.

Anw, i went out with sean, nic, and wee shuen 2 orchard cine. we oso pang seh some ppl. XP

Den when we reach there, didnt expect 2 c yeexing and sharmaine there. I hav 2 say, i definitely DUN LOOK LIKE HER!!! hahas.

It was early, so we go arcade 1st.
Played this football game, and Nic totally owned..
After tat we watched balls of fury.. it was not as funny as i expected ba. but its still quite nice.
Ate in Pastamania, den go LAN.. cos like gt nth else 2 do..XD
Played CS. well, damn Nic (again) is like so pro, kill me how many times in the beginning.. but of course i gt used 2 it and den instead of owning Nic, i go kill Sean. Haha.
When i was with sean the next round, guess wat he did. He go shoot me la. =_=
Had a lot of fun ba. But nt enough, so we go 2 arcade again. haha.
then ltr a just went home lo. haha

For the rest of the day, besides listening to 987, i listened 2 Blur's - Song 2.
Just wanted 2 scream "WOOHOO!" for like 10 times plus. lol.
Den just jam, jam, and jam till i slp lo.

Well, den through the wkend, i just realised tat the after exam fun was not as "fun" as i tot it was. The things tat my father say, just really makes me wanna... stuff some shit into his... mouth..

Hmm.. look, the 1st place, i striked a deal with him, tat i wanted to quit 3rd lang. But i had 2 get at least top 10 in class. Tat seemed really impossible in the at 1st. As given my status, the nickname i gt in class, and my MSG, wat can i say but, duh. But i gave it a try la.

Next, was the prob. he only let me quit 2 wks be4 the EOYs. And he still expects me 2 get top 10 in class. Do u tink tat is reasonable??? The ans. is OBVIOUS.

Hais.. den Rong Hao said tat lin lao shi say i fail my chinese paper. Die already la.
My results... if i do badly, so many things will happen..
I will be giving false hope 2 sum1, i might even fail, and be a repeat student. Then my life will be screwed. And i will be a dropout. Den my father will chase me out of the hse. den... i as gd as a piece of shit.

If you don't understand what I'm typing in the previous paragraph,it's okay.
( quoted from Galv.) :)

I hate my father la. he sees my face, he starts scloding me. " min gao ah... y ur studies so bad... I everyday nvr c u study, u onli noe how 2 move here move there, den touch ur guitar. I nvr c u study 1 leh..." (he moves 2 the radio) "How many times must i tell u? Dun on the radio when u studying!"

Well, obviously he is jus tokin crap. He goes 2 work in the morning, den come back late at night, he doesnt even c me study la. Bcoz when he reach home very late le, so wat does he c? He sees me relaxing. So my father, doesnt hav common sense.

Hais... i dun want 2 get my results back, cos it will be the end of me if my parents noe about it.
My time has come 2 an end. Its over for me. Hais. I probably get 2 have fun for 1 more day, which is tmr.

its over...

zzz...

2007-09-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

Haha.. lazy 2 post tis few days. the next time i post will probably be after the exams.. XD

Hmmm. lets start with the ice skating EOTA.
I gotta say it was damn fun! The only thing is the start.. so hard 2 learn how 2 skate...
Fell down many times, den my ass so pain.. hais. XP My ankle felt bad, so skipped training later on..
Later on was probably the nicest part. Most of 1E joined into a damn long line and hog the ring!
LOL.. I was at the end of the line when we were turning la, i was moving at high velocity. woohoo!!!

den later training, coach damn bu shuang la.. i help an jun and anli explain our body all damn sore bcos of the ice skating, den he go complain so much, scold me oso. hais.

den it was teacher's day. immediately after the celebration i had for extra training just 2 make up.. finished at 12 liddat.
took bus with teng hui back 2 aitong.. reached there quite late.. haha. XD

visited many teachers, den lin lao shi go niao me la... walao...
also saw mrs tan, mdm tan, mrs lucy tan , mdm goh .. i tink tats bout it.

Later the whole gang went 2 zhen yee's hse later.
I bought instant noodles and choc doughnut.. haha.
tats when i followed her in the kitchen, and blabbled a whole lot of stuff about.. yea.. XD
watched them play mahjong. den darius shout like so loud...haha.
i very tired, dunno how 2 play mahjong, so i slped there. haha.
had alot of fun there..

den the rest of the holiday was just..
slp.
slack.
study a little bit.
slp.
sms.
study a little bit.
slack.
slp.
sms.
also gt training la. on tue, thurs, and fri.
LOL...XD

Drum sabbatical ROX!!!

2007-08-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

oh yea... the drums sabbactical was nt tat bad after all..apart from nt gettin ACE..:(

Made so many new frens there, who were all musically talented!! especially Yi Cheng, he jammed with me from wed 2 fri. Smells like teen spirit. Tats the song we jammed.. by Nirvana..XD. den he go say i so young already listen 2 TIS KIND of songs, as in like damn hard rock type la... XP

Oso met tis guy call you wei (i tink its spelt like tat...). HE IS F**KIN PRO!!! he can play all the solos by DF, iron maiden, and tis artiste called Steve Vai(if u noe hu they r..)!!! super pro!!! Guess wat, he oso has a grade 7 in piano.. wat a prodigy.

And just yesterday, i was out with my relatives for dinner, which later we went 2 coffee bean, near my hse, for coffee( dunno y..). On the way 2 coffee bean, i saw sum1 familiar and looked like yi cheng..den later when i smsed him and asked him he was in serangoon garden a while ago, he replied: yup. I was in OMG mode (lol, i created it XD). even more, when i asked him where he lived, he said in crowhurst drive, which was just a few lanes away from my hse.

I tink i gt myself a new jammin partner. WOOHOO! XDXDXD

2007-08-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hais... realised so much about my family in just a shoppin trip...

my father...
anythin i do wrong ask me to get out of the house...sumtin nt right with him la...
den when he goes shoppin, he only buys the thing tat he wants and den ask us 2 go le.
den he ask us to help him hold the stuff tat he bought..
when the family is walkin 2gether, he walks ahead of us, much ahead.when he buys food, he doesnt noe wat he order.den when the food comes, he complain so much.
every morning start scolding alrdy.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM...IS HE EVEN DOING HIS JOB AS A DAD?
my mum...
uber naggy..
every sentence ends with either "ah..." or " hor..."
den she damn blur la, everything must tell her two times...
den when she tok 2 us, she only tell us once and expects us to noe wat she says...
always late for everything..
WHATS WITH U? (if i were u, i'll probably hav _ _ _ _ _ _ _ with dad, so as to let ur children have a better childhood and nt live with such a husband...)
my bro...
nth much...
jus tat whenever i argue with my parents, he tends to help one party, such tat it benefits him la... he is like adding oil to fire, Xtra.
(IF U NVR HAD ADDICTED ME TO COM GAMES WHEN DAD AND MUM WERE NT AT HOME, I'LL PROBABLY HAV ENDED IN THIS STATE, PLAYIN COM GAMES EVERYDAY.)

if the parents do not set an example, of course ur children will be like tis.
tis just doesnt seem like a family 2 me... we r jus falling out in different directions..everyday..

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

YAHOO!

2007-08-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

YAHOO!

my birthday... yay..

i wanna thank those who wished me happy birthday. I had so much fun tis wkend..

Sat: when to have a gd dinner at tis place called "fosters" (nvr heard of it rite..). Its right in the corner of holland village, but didnt expect it 2 hav so many ppl in there..I ate steak! haha...XD

Sun: My real birthday. Everythin was normal in the morning and afternoon..boring lo. Go tuition, then buy lunch, den eat, tuition again, play guitar..................................UNTIL the night den i got 2 cut the cake...sigh..BUT, it is still gd. HAHA...

Gotta go chiong ACE le...

ExamZZZ...

2007-07-31T18:55:00.000+08:00

So much exams...FUK.

Just had chinese and science 2day lah...2 exams in 1 day. stupid lin lao bu and chu-chia..haha XD
History and Math 2moro..crap.
Got a slight flu and sore throat...XP
NECK CRAMP OSO!!!

Gotta go mug le..byes.


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"SPAMMAGE"

2007-07-22T13:31:00.000+08:00

MASS "SPAMMAGE" OF HOMEWORK!!!

i dun tink i will hav time 2 update and post..

swim comp.( Part 1)

2007-07-14T17:02:00.000+08:00

Wahaha...long time no post le. I was damn busy with sch..sigh.

Oh yea..Here's the story of my swimming comp..U guys anyhow say i nvr go... but its nt true..
Its like tis:
On tat day my mum arranged with kee 2 pick me up at 2.15, so i ate my lunch at 12.50 and then can pon art XD. Very soon it was 1.45 already, i gt ntin 2 do, so i just go 2 the class and rest lo..
Den i found out tat they were going 2 hav the chinese compo re-test, so i just went there 2 help out..But I ended up slpin. haha. XD Soon, it was 2.15 le, but my mum haven come 2 pick me up yet..I was like so nervous...Then, onli at 2.30 i receive the call. " eh, min gao ah, come outside and wait for me 2 come now."tats wat my mum said. Then i asked her,"y u come so late? I tot is at 2.15?" Then, i found out tat it was kee's idea. She wanted us to leave at 2.45 bcoz she says my event won't start so soon, and will be later in the evening.
2.45. Finally den come. Mum drove 2 the boarding sch 2 pick kee up, and den we go 2 toa payoh liao. On the way there, guess wat kee said. " Min Gao ah, u noe y i ask ur mum 2 come and pick u up at 2.45 or not? Bcoz ah, the events would normally delay until a bit later one, so go there earlier oso no use." Oh. Its was only at tat time den i noe tat, it was all kee's "experience" at these competition tat made us go there at 2.45.
Soon we reach toa payoh swimming complex le. There, i quickly when to the male changing room to change into my trunks..Den a few minutes later, tis guy who sum how managed 2 identify me as min gao(i tink he's one of the swimmers in the club i used 2 belong 2.)
said:" there tis teacher looking for min gao." so i tot tat it had 2 be kee, i went outside and had the shock of my life." Min gao, sry ah. Your event is over already. Can u change back into ur trunks?"
After hearing tat i was holy m*th*rf**kin shocked..
Wat happened?..I shall post Part 2..TO BE CONTINUED..Muahahaha.Lols.

LaMe GaMe

2007-07-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

Lame game..of coz. Tis game is a game tat zhenyee tagged me..Let's play it..

The Rules:

1:Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2: People who got tagged must write in their blog and state this rule clearly.
3: At the end of the game, list down some people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!!

Damn...

1. I dun like durians..they stink.

2.I tok 2 zhenyee almost everyday..

3.Ever since i started studying in hci, i hav become more vulgar..hahas..(i tink its bcoz of TAT GUY sitting beside me..

4.In my class, Min Gao = Stupid.

5.I hav metal craving..nt very often..

6.I love 2 hum songs during lesson time.

7.I like 2 lie on my bed and do my hw..

8. I like slpin, but i dun like to wake up..haha.

9. I nvr shower with cold water, unless i realli hav 2..

10.I am underweight..lol..

Lets pass it on..I tag:

DKSR

Jon

Sean

Samuel Tay

:P Cant tag back:P

2007-06-30T17:43:00.000+08:00

Damn...Sch start liao. I wished sch nvr started la, then everyday can sleep late like 11-12 and then wake up like 9-10 in the morning..During the holi only met fellow 6d buddies once onli T_T..Damn la, coz i go overseas for like so long. All those fucked up teachers, giv me like so much h/w, but i hack care and play like siao den last few days choing like siao :P

First wk in sch was okay ba.. but lessons are like starting with immediate effect..sigh. The most funny thing was mr koh's lesson la, he speaks like so slowly..( I tink he's semi-retarded..). Seating must follow by register no., the only gd ting is tat he doesnt really scold tat much..haha.

And my phone spoil 2day!!! When i slide my phone up the whole screen like blank for about 5 secs then show "keypad unlocked"...dunno if i shld repair not..Therefore, if i were to send my phone for repair, contact my hse no..TY!

2007-06-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

Welcum 2 my blog!!!First time postin..hehs.Plz tag..ty!